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Merry Christmas. I sit in the shambles of a room (backlash from a last-minute cleaning binge--why does cleaning only make it worse for me?) waiting either for the need to sleep or the sun to rise (on this day only, either is acceptable behavior with my family)and ponder. And as I ponder, thought turn away from my aches and pains and problems and the world is still and I allow myself to actually wish the best for others. Throughout the year I am a jackass to other people—partly because of my Autism Spectrum issues, partly because it's required of me for various reasons, to various people. I'm a jackass to my family because it's the only way to get them to acknowledge me as anything other than the 5-year-old kid they seem to think of me as. I'm a jackass to my friends' family because, whether they ask for it or not, having a jackass enforcer uncle to the kids makes the parents' lives just a little smoother. I'm a jackass to my friends because they wouldn't recognize me otherwise, besides which, it's needed in my role as GM. I'm a jackass to strangers because, well, a lot of them deserve it. But here at three-o-clock in the morning I think of the reasons I celebrate Christmas, of my love and gratitude for he whose birth I extol on this holiday, and just this once, I can say clearly and without guile that I wish the very best to all of those who are reading this and even those who aren't.
And then the moment passes. I hope you enjoyed it, because you aren't likely to see it again anytime soon.
Please excuse me now. I have knives to sharpen.
And then the moment passes. I hope you enjoyed it, because you aren't likely to see it again anytime soon.
Please excuse me now. I have knives to sharpen.
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A. For each of the 20 first people answering this journal, I will put their avatar and the three deviations I like most from their gallery on the list!
B. If you answer, you have to do the same in your journal, putting the tagger on the first place. The idea of this is not to get a free feature, it is to spread art around for everyone!
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Sooo many awesome characters! I've been in awe of Falingard's character designs for years, ever since my first discovery of Flaky Pastry.
In regards to the last journal entry...
Inside the head of a madman
Still rolling natural ones...
My life and times, such as they are
So, apparently, kidneys are considered something nice.
I went to a specialist about my high blood pressure, and he immediately ordered a couple batteries of tests. Eleven vials of blood, two unmentionable cups and an ultrasound later, he tells me there's an excess of protein bleeding from my kidneys. Like 360 time as much as there's supposed to be. So now I'm getting ready for a kidney biopsy. On the bright side, the biopsy should tell us exactly what's wrong and exactly how it needs to be treated (according to the Doc), with the added bonus
I can't have anything nice.
Inside the head of a madman
I feel bad for the author stuck writing my story.
My life and times, such as they are
So I didn't get to last year's SDCC after all--everything was ready and my sponsor backed out with no hotel room, so I had no place to stay while I was there. I was bummed, and didn't post anything. Obviously.
Now, I'm paying for it, apparently. Within the last two months, both my computers have died (I got my laptop working again, but it's a linux box now, which I am not overly fond of. My car has broken down 3 times, my 4th edition gaming group at the local comic shop all abandoned me on the same day (they all got new job
I suck, SDCC, and other sundries.
Inside the head of a madman
Last night I dreamt that the entire world but me was made of lolcats.
My life and times, such as they are
I need to post more often.
When I started posting in this journal, it was with the intention that it would serve as a true journal of sorts, recording the less-unimportant points of my life. I'm not very good at that. I probably never will be. But I'm not dead yet, at least.
I ran into a stroke of luck this year, as the son of an associate of mine wants to go to the San Diego Comicon, but she doesn't. So that the kid's not alone, she has very kindly arranged to pay for my pass and hotel room. This is
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